Moods

Happy Saturday, everyone! So lately I’ve been getting in weird moods. I don’t like it. I am someone who tries to be upbeat and positive and happy and it’s been the complete opposite. My weight is just really bothering me. I am so insecure and every time I go out I feel like everyone is […]

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Back to My Happy Place

I just moved into my new apartment. Last night was my second night sleeping in it and it was really nice. I honestly like this apartment way more than my other apartment. Although my other apartment looked nicer, this one is way more “homey” and comfortable. My room is nearly finished but I am waiting […]

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The Denial

Well guys, I got a letter today. A letter that I knew would come yet, really hope it would not. A letter that held something essential to my life. I got my first denial letter for IVIG. The doctors said that this would happen. After all it is a $20,000 treatment. But IVIG is my […]

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What’s REALLY Bothering Me

I don’t want to be seen anywhere right now. I don’t want to go to the pool. I don’t want to go to the beach. Anywhere where I cannot wear sweatshirts and big shirts is somewhere I don’t want to be. Sophomore year of college I was at my LOWEST weight ever and I loved […]

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Why My Blog Posts Have Been Sparse

Hey guys-I know I touched on this a little bit but I wanted to touch on it in more detail. I’ve had another hard year but it keeps getting better as we speak. I mentioned earlier that I really want to start up my blog again. Well when I wanted to, my entire computer broke […]

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My Deepest Struggle~

This is a really rough topic for me. Tears are flowing down my face because of it. When I had my first flare in autoimmune disease I gained ALOT of weight. To me, its my worst nightmare and I never want to go back. The past two years, I dropped 50+ pounds and became really […]

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*Insert Weight Break Down Here*

Ugh, okay guys I’m about to get really real here. I hardcore struggle with my weight and have been for a long time. Sometimes I’m super heavy and others I’m super skinny. A lot of people don’t know that it’s medication related. Some of my medicines have made me loose a bunch of weight and […]

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How to Maintain Your Weight While Sick

  Disclaimer: I am not a professional dietician or trainer. This are just tips that work for me. Always consult your doctor before making changes to your diet or exercise.  Move Around! Whether its one mile or a walk to your mailbox and back its always important to keep your body moving. Even on my […]

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