Home From The Hospital

Well, after a week I am finally home! That was the longest, most exhausting week ever. Plus, it didn’t help that I didn’t get much sleep while I was there. They would literally wake me up at midnight, 4 am, 6 am and 7:15 am. The worst part was that they all had energy so […]

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How I Stay Sane Being Sick So Young

This is a tough topic. Everyone has their coping ways. I honestly just try to laugh it all off. I know that that isn’t the best way but it helps me laughing about how messed up this all is. I obviously have better coping tactics like making sure to take care of myself. I really […]

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Greetings From The Hospital

Well guys I know it’s been a minute. I am in the hospital so I’ve been a little busy. Everything is okay, no worries. I just started treatment!! It’s exciting and scary at the same time. The side effects aren’t horrible (knock on wood) I’ve been pretty lucky. For those of you who don’t know […]

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Moods

I haven’t been feeling well lately, guys. My mood and my physical self are just off. I want so much more for myself but it’s not happening right now. I want to do and see so many things but I live such a limited life. I don’t want to have limitations, I don’t want to […]

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Moods

Happy Saturday, everyone! So lately I’ve been getting in weird moods. I don’t like it. I am someone who tries to be upbeat and positive and happy and it’s been the complete opposite. My weight is just really bothering me. I am so insecure and every time I go out I feel like everyone is […]

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Back to My Happy Place

I just moved into my new apartment. Last night was my second night sleeping in it and it was really nice. I honestly like this apartment way more than my other apartment. Although my other apartment looked nicer, this one is way more “homey” and comfortable. My room is nearly finished but I am waiting […]

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6 of My Favorite Gluten-Free Foods!

So I’ve tried some different foods (trail and error) and have found some great stuff. Here are a few of my favs: 1. Wegman’s Gluten Free Pasta-My FAVORITE pasta hands down. You can try black bean pasta or lentil pasta but it doesn’t beat this. There isn’t a specific shape I like. It’s made out […]

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The Denial

Well guys, I got a letter today. A letter that I knew would come yet, really hope it would not. A letter that held something essential to my life. I got my first denial letter for IVIG. The doctors said that this would happen. After all it is a $20,000 treatment. But IVIG is my […]

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What’s REALLY Bothering Me

I don’t want to be seen anywhere right now. I don’t want to go to the pool. I don’t want to go to the beach. Anywhere where I cannot wear sweatshirts and big shirts is somewhere I don’t want to be. Sophomore year of college I was at my LOWEST weight ever and I loved […]

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I Swallowed A Camera?

Yes, you read that right. I swallowed a camera this morning. The camera is supposed to look at my digestive system as a whole. I have to wear this huge recorder and belt and drag it with me ALL day. I also haven’t eaten since breakfast yesterday (cue the drooling over any type of food […]

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