Moods

I haven’t been feeling well lately, guys. My mood and my physical self are just off. I want so much more for myself but it’s not happening right now. I want to do and see so many things but I live such a limited life. I don’t want to have limitations, I don’t want to […]

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Moods

Happy Saturday, everyone! So lately I’ve been getting in weird moods. I don’t like it. I am someone who tries to be upbeat and positive and happy and it’s been the complete opposite. My weight is just really bothering me. I am so insecure and every time I go out I feel like everyone is […]

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Back to My Happy Place

I just moved into my new apartment. Last night was my second night sleeping in it and it was really nice. I honestly like this apartment way more than my other apartment. Although my other apartment looked nicer, this one is way more “homey” and comfortable. My room is nearly finished but I am waiting […]

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6 of My Favorite Gluten-Free Foods!

So I’ve tried some different foods (trail and error) and have found some great stuff. Here are a few of my favs: 1. Wegman’s Gluten Free Pasta-My FAVORITE pasta hands down. You can try black bean pasta or lentil pasta but it doesn’t beat this. There isn’t a specific shape I like. It’s made out […]

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The Denial

Well guys, I got a letter today. A letter that I knew would come yet, really hope it would not. A letter that held something essential to my life. I got my first denial letter for IVIG. The doctors said that this would happen. After all it is a $20,000 treatment. But IVIG is my […]

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What’s REALLY Bothering Me

I don’t want to be seen anywhere right now. I don’t want to go to the pool. I don’t want to go to the beach. Anywhere where I cannot wear sweatshirts and big shirts is somewhere I don’t want to be. Sophomore year of college I was at my LOWEST weight ever and I loved […]

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I Swallowed A Camera?

Yes, you read that right. I swallowed a camera this morning. The camera is supposed to look at my digestive system as a whole. I have to wear this huge recorder and belt and drag it with me ALL day. I also haven’t eaten since breakfast yesterday (cue the drooling over any type of food […]

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I’m Gluten-Free?!

Hey guys!!I have some news: I’m officially gluten-free. I’m not doing this just because I want to. My doctor is slowly eliminating foods are seeing what I’m really sensitive to. It turns out gluten is one of them! Also, all nuts bother me (except pine nuts?!). It’s been a really interesting experience being gluten-free. It […]

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My Super Healthy Breakfast

I’ve never been a breakfast person until recently, plus I’ve fallen in love with a new food! I love oatmeal. I always used to think it was disgusting until I had it on my trip in Orlando. They had an oatmeal bar at my hotel with so many different toppings you could put on it! […]

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An Open Letter To “Pre-Sickness” Sydney

Hi Sydney- It’s future me, and boy do I have a lot to tell you. You have no idea this is going to happen to you but you will have your first autoimmune disease flare your senior year of high school. No one is going to figure out what is for about 4 years and […]

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