Feeling Left Out

Hey Guys- So I haven’t been really having a good week so I decided to fly home yesterday. Today is a big day in Florida and I’m completely missing out but I guess that was my choice. I realized I’d never ever make it through the day and that gave me major anxiety. I know […]

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The Struggle of Wanting & Reality

Picture this: you are all ready to go out, it’s a Friday night and you gathered a group of friends to come to yours before. You struggled picking out your outfit, blowing out your hair and doing your make up. This process took about 2 hours. After you’re all finished you realize you’re ready to […]

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A Little Update!

Hey guys!! You may have noticed I haven’t posted in a while. This is because I had a couple horrible weeks not feeling well coming off a medication. Now that the headache is under control it’s time to work on calming my autoimmune disease down! We have a list of medications we are trying and […]

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Life Doesn’t Come Easy

I think we all know my life is far from easy. In fact I haven’t really had anything easy—emotionally, physically, socially and mentally. Tonight I’m struggling in pain, dizziness and being lightheaded. When I enter these awful places I start to dwell and get upset. The worst is when I can’t sleep. The tossing and […]

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Hardships in Sickness

There are tons of hardships in chronically ill people socially, economically, and academically. I’ll give you some examples that are what I’ve been going through and what I go through on an everyday basis.  Socially This is probably the worst and hardest category of them all. I have to live a completely different life from […]

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Resolution Series: Goals

So I promised I’d post my goals for the resolution series today. I really thought about some of these. Some may be hard to achieve but I am going to try my best. I really want to change my life for the better. As long as I try, I won’t get upset if I don’t […]

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Resolution Series

Hey guys So I decided in order to keep up with my resolutions I was going to write a series of updates. Not sure if it’s going to be everyday or once a week but it will be done. I will make a list of goals that I will talk about so you guys can […]

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New Years Resolutions!

Happy New Years Guys!! I can’t believe how fast 2017 flew by and I can’t believe it’s 2018 and I will be finishing up my junior year of college! I really need to create a list of resolutions so I figured why not share some! Here ya go: 1. Eat Healthy 2. Loose weight  3. […]

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Fatigue is back

So I know I have chronic fatigue but it’s been feeling worse lately. I know it’s vacation and everything but even just writing this post is tiring. I don’t know what’s going on but no matter how much I sleep I’m so tired. I already took a nap today and I’m ready for another! Crazy […]

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Death Scares Me

This is kind of a dark touchy subject but I recently knew two people who passed in the last week. They were both in their 20’s. I don’t understand how it works. Does our body completely just shut down and we’re done forever? Or is there an afterlife where we become something else or go […]

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