Life Doesn’t Come Easy

I think we all know my life is far from easy. In fact I haven’t really had anything easy—emotionally, physically, socially and mentally. Tonight I’m struggling in pain, dizziness and being lightheaded. When I enter these awful places I start to dwell and get upset. The worst is when I can’t sleep. The tossing and turning doesn’t help at all. Tonight I listed everything that I don’t get to do and what tends to happen to me. It sucks to be honest. I’ve missed out on a lot of opportunities and it makes me so upset. I’m also dwelling on going back to school. I really really have a horrible feeling about this semester. I don’t know why, maybe I feel like I’ll be so sick again. I don’t want to leave my house and my family. I haven’t had this feeling in a while. I know I’ve come so far but I’m not there yet. It’s a struggle but I can’t wait for the day that I do get there and I do get to have a life and I do get to understand being normal as much as I can. 


7 thoughts on “Life Doesn’t Come Easy

  1. Reading your post makes me feel better, not because of your suffering but because mine is less. No one should suffer and go through so much in life, luckily you’re a fighter and manage to deal with things the best you can. I hope you have someone or find a true friend to help you get through the tough times. I hope the tide turns favorably for you soon.

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