Ugh, okay guys I’m about to get really real here. I hardcore struggle with my weight and have been for a long time. Sometimes I’m super heavy and others I’m super skinny. A lot of people don’t know that it’s medication related. Some of my medicines have made me loose a bunch of weight and some make me gain weight. I hate it, haaaaatttteee it. I just wanna be skinny. It’s all I think about 24/7. I step on the scale out of guilt now. Ate that cookie, up 10 lbs. Ate that carrot, 10 lbs. up. I have acknowledged that I do have an eating problem. Sometime I binge, sometimes I starve. It’s not good, not good at all. In fact, the way I eat affects how I feel. If I don’t each much I feel way worse. It effects my headache and level of pain I am in.
Right now, I am struggling with accepting I’ve gained around 15 lbs. I work so hard at school to stay skinny, and during the summer it’s A LOT harder. It’s worse when I am sick too. I am really limited to exercise (around 20 mins WALKING on the treadmill, only). On my old meds I watched my weight pour away, eating whatever I wanted to. That was the life. Tonight my doctor told me he can’t fix everything but he is gonna try to get me on a better regime regarding my medicine making me gain weight. He said I could eat as many carrots and apples as I want and I won’t gain weight. LOL watch me, I gain weight off of AIR ALONE. Anyway, does anyone have any good idea’s to keep weight off from medication related issues?? Would be much appreciated! xoxo