Little update!!

Hey guys- I feel like I always complain and that just sucks. Like I don’t mean to be so negative but it’s super hard. I’ve been going through a really bad patch because my medicine isn’t right sadly. I’m always tired like ALWAYS. And today I experienced the worst joint pain. Today was bid day […]

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The Night We Met

Sometimes I go back to the night that I got sick. It’s funny cause I can’t really remember what I was like and certain parts of my life, but I remember this time vividly. I think about scenarios where what if I did something different, could things be different? Could I still be healthy? I […]

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Maple Holistics: Tea Tree Shampoo!

Hey Guys- I got sent this amazing shampoo that everyone needs to try! When I opened the bottle, it literally smelled like the spa. Maple Holistic’s is an all-natural made in the USA company. They have a range of products from shampoo’s to essentials oils there’s something for everyone. If you go to their website here you […]

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Flare

Hi guys-So today I had the worst flare I’ve had in a while. I had to give myself the first shot I’ve had to in a few weeks. Last night I was so dizzy I almost passed out during my sorority’s chapter. Then today i woke up in a massive massive cold sweat. Which led […]

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Feeling Left Out

Hey guys- So this week my sorority is going through recruitment to find new members. Since it is an a strenuous activity I am not allowed to participate. Just so I can show you how strenuous it is–today we had to see 630 girls in the span of 10am-8pm.  People were posting pictures on instagram […]

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Fatigue fatigue fatigue

Most people who have autoimmune disease struggle with fatigue. I happen to really suffer from it. I drink 2 cups of coffee a day, try to keep a regular sleep schedule, and still am tired. It’s been really hard to work out even for just 10 minutes because I get tired and weak so fast. […]

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The Days I Wish I Was Normal

I have a lot of free time which has caused some not so great habits to start. First off, a major one is negative self talk. I beat myself up a lot. I compare myself to a normal person and question why I am not always busy and running around. This has caused me to be […]

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Everything Is Not As It Seems

If you are a millennial, you would know we are all concerned about our reputation. We are all concerned about how many likes we get, how many followers we have, and how many comments are made. We all make our life look better than it is. We edit our photos and put on a different […]

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The Lowest Lows

Well this week has been anything but okay. Things keep running in my head and I just want to be normal. I feel so isolated and I miss out on so many opportunities because everything is “too much” for me. I feel like I’ve had to grow up so fast that I haven’t been able […]

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Living on a Roller Coaster

So tonight I decided to veer off the October blogging challenge because I haven’t been feeling well this week. I’ve gained so much insight from my days where I struggle. I’m a completely different person. When I get sick I remember how precious life is because mine changes in a flash. Not to be dramatic […]

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