I spelled college wrong on purpose, so don’t tell me otherwise. The first week of school has been a very very rough one. Yes, I am happy to be back but it is a huge adjustment. While I was gone, people have grown and changed. It’s super hard for me to come back because my life took a pause and theirs has gone on. I often am forgotten and left out, as well as not being able to keep up with my friends. I am so tired for a multitude of reasons-those my fault & not my fault. I just binge ate brownie brittle and I already feel bad about my body because its not the one I had a few months ago. Yes, I could work out if I wanted, but class has taken all the energy out of me. This is just going to be a huge adjustment I’d say probably the next month or so and it’s not gonna be an easy one. It’s super hard to talk about it with anyone else, because I am basically speaking my own language that no one can understand. But, I know I’ll get through it and come out on the other side somehow in someway!