Everyone has an alter ego or different life behind closed doors. I’ve been sharing mine with you guys since May. Most of my friends and family don’t really know what I go through on a day to day basis. They only know the “Sydney who looks pretty good, and doesn’t seem too sick” or “Sydney who’s out on a Friday night with the rest of her college friends”. I’m very lucky to have those sides of me when I can. Lately, I’ve been soo MIA in everyone’s life and I feel so bad. But at the same time, no one really knows what I go through and how I feel and what it’s like unless I tell you guys.
I wish I didn’t have to have that side of me but it’s taught me to be grateful. I also learned how naive people can be. They can say some nasty stuff, and act in a way that is very surprising. Even people you would never imagine.
In Other News….
Last night was my first night out back at school! Although, I had to celebrate sober it was so fun. I got to see people I haven’t seen since I was almost on my death bed! LOL. It’s so crazy to have people coming up to me and telling me that they read my blog. I am forever grateful for all the support I continue to get! Xx