“Where are you?”

I thought long and hard about writing this blog. My thoughts went back and forth of whether I should keep this private, but it has come to a place where it can’t be kept that way anymore. For the past three years, I’ve been going through an excruciating health crisis that I have had minimal […]

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Moods

Happy Saturday, everyone! So lately I’ve been getting in weird moods. I don’t like it. I am someone who tries to be upbeat and positive and happy and it’s been the complete opposite. My weight is just really bothering me. I am so insecure and every time I go out I feel like everyone is […]

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Mistakes

Happy Saturday, everyone! Well I made some mistakes that landed me in bed for the entire day. I think I just try to be normal and it’s frustrating. I want so bad to be able to live my life and my body just doesn’t allow me to. It just doesn’t make sense how you can […]

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Back to My Happy Place

I just moved into my new apartment. Last night was my second night sleeping in it and it was really nice. I honestly like this apartment way more than my other apartment. Although my other apartment looked nicer, this one is way more “homey” and comfortable. My room is nearly finished but I am waiting […]

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Insomnia Sucks

Well here I am, about to make a big move tomorrow and I can’t sleep. My doctor is switching my sleep meds so I’m on the lowest dose about to go on the new one. It sucks because this is the worst timing ever. I’m just praying this won’t be one of my all nighters […]

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Getting Close!

This week I move into my new apartment! I am really super excited to get back into a routine and take my summer classes as well as go see my trainer again. I am doing much better than the other day, but still exhausted. It’s so hard to be motivated when you’re sick and tired. […]

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Yucky Day

So last night I was up all night feel so sick. I looked in the mirror and looked sheet white. It scared me because my POTS was bad so I was dizzy and I wasn’t sure what was going on. I went downstairs to eat around 5:15 am just to see if it would help […]

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6 of My Favorite Gluten-Free Foods!

So I’ve tried some different foods (trail and error) and have found some great stuff. Here are a few of my favs: 1. Wegman’s Gluten Free Pasta-My FAVORITE pasta hands down. You can try black bean pasta or lentil pasta but it doesn’t beat this. There isn’t a specific shape I like. It’s made out […]

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Not Feeling Well

I didn’t want to leave you guys without anything today. The past three days have been from hell. I’ve been so tired I cannot stay awake day or night. If I wake up in the morning, it literally feels like I never slept. I went to the doctors this morning and getting up was pure […]

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The Denial

Well guys, I got a letter today. A letter that I knew would come yet, really hope it would not. A letter that held something essential to my life. I got my first denial letter for IVIG. The doctors said that this would happen. After all it is a $20,000 treatment. But IVIG is my […]

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Why I Blog Instead Of Vlog

I honestly just thought of this off of the top of my head! I used to Vlog when I was younger and I started to build a good following and then abruptly stopped. You could say life moves on and things change which is super accurate and probably why I stopped. Sometimes I look back […]

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