Picture this: you are all ready to go out, it’s a Friday night and you gathered a group of friends to come to yours before. You struggled picking out your outfit, blowing out your hair and doing your make up. This process took about 2 hours. After you’re all finished you realize you’re ready to go to bed. Well….that’s me right now. I just don’t even want to go out anymore. It literally took all of the energy out of me (getting ready). But then the aniexty kicks in “this is why no one ever includes you or invites you” “you suck” “you’re so antisocial” “you’re closed off”. The list keeps going and going in my head. I honestly have no idea what to do. My head says you need to go put yourself out there and have fun, while my heart says go to bed this tired you out. Which do I choose? To be left out or to go to sleep?