Well this week has been anything but okay. Things keep running in my head and I just want to be normal. I feel so isolated and I miss out on so many opportunities because everything is “too much” for me. I feel like I’ve had to grow up so fast that I haven’t been able to make mistakes and live like I’m young. It’s something that no one can really relate to or understand which makes it a lot harder. I think back to all the lowest lows I’ve had in the past month and it makes me so sick. It’s not like I’m trying to have a pity party but I can’t rely on anyone because they will never understand. I feel like I’m missing out on life when I miss out on opportunities. Everyone that I know really takes life for granted. I wish I had “normal” problems but I know I never will.